Ch Ch Changes.

Am I the only person who rearranges their space to relax? I have always loved rearranging furniture; it is a huge stress reliever. I think I'm going to buy a couch and get a smaller bed. This big bed I have is just a huge space taker-upper. I also think I'm going to try and find a better way to arrange some other items of furniture like this desk I'm sitting at... i just don't like how I ended up having my apt... we just kinda found a space for everything so I could get moved in.

I have had a hard time sleeping lately. Today it finally caught up with me. I got really sick at work today. Ended up throwing up and almost passing out. My boss sent me home, and I slept for about 8 hours. I felt a lot better when I woke up, but I still had a pounding migraine; I've been getting a lot of migraines lately... I don't really know why; just started happening. My goal is to get into bed at a decent time tonight. I'm aiming for midnight... haha.

I made a really good friend recently. True genuine friends are hard to find these days. Everyone's always lookin' to get ahead... No one really wants to listen to your problems, everyone just wants to be friends with someone because it's socially beneficial. If you can find someone who will just listen to you and truly cares... You've found someone that you probably won't ever have the chance to find again. Friends like that are rarer than diamonds; and consequently more valuable.

Last thing that I really care to blog about is this dress my mom bought me the other day... it gives me that 20's - esque feel.

Thoughts...

The past couple months have been so full of change... Not only physically, but mentally as well. Moving out has definitely been a good change for me, although I do miss being able to go to my moms room at night and vent and get a backrub. :] Or knock on Tyson's door and watch him play video games. Family has always been very important to me, but the older I get, the more I realize just how important family really is. They are the ones who are always there, and always love you.

The first 2 weeks after I moved out went really well; getting adjusted and setting up my apartment kept me entertained, but then I started to get into depression mode. My depression hasn't ever been too bad... I've usually been able to supress it and keep myself occupied with something else, but when you have nothing but time to think, it's kinda hard. I've been trying to find releases through friends, work, and religion. Rufio came to me just in time... He gives me something to look foreword to and eliminates my loneliness. He puts a smile on my face, and keeps me busy. My heart is overflowing with love for my little furry miracle. I don't think people realize just how much I needed Rufio, and how much he means to me...

I want to start reading more... I mean.. I read at least 4 times a week, but I'd like to read longer or more days... Idk. I love reading; I don't know why I don't do it more. Probably because I spend all my time on the internet facebooking and blogging and all all that internet jazz. Sometimes I feel like our lives have become some futuristic popularity contest... I wish I could quit the internet... I probably could, if there weren't certain people that I enjoy talking to on here. Hmm. :/

I also, want to lose, weight, but I doubt that will happen... I'm not trying to be a pessimist. I'm a a realist. I'm a lazy ass, and I love food.... Not the best combo for wanting to lose weight.. haha.

Alright.. that's enough.
Time for some TRU TV and Rufio cuddles.<3

Meet Rufio.

Meet Rufio. :] The newest member in my family. :] He's about 1 month old; he's super cuddly, and super playful. I adopted him from this little girl outside of WalMart. She was in tears begging people to adopt her kittens, because her dad was gonna "kill them." Joy, a lady I work with, finally convinced me that I needed a kitten to keep me company in my lonely little apartment.

So here we are, and I definitely know that I made the right choice. I love this little kitten more than almost every human I know. Haha. Even though I've only had him 2 days, he is already the light of my life. :] I can't remember the last time I was this happy. :]

Well well....

What to talk about?

Had the family reunion last weekend. It was good to see all the aunts, uncles, and cousins. Played soem miniature golf... Didn't come in dead last. ;) Went swimming with all the little cousins.. Idk why little kids love me... because they drive me crazy. haha. Steph came up with us too. It was good to have Tyson there too. :]

I went to Jill's baby shower Sunday evening. It was really nice; Kristi had everything planned down to a t. We played some pretty ridiculous games. One was passing a pacifier around in an circle with your mouth, and the another one you had to guess the flavor of the baby food by taste and smell.. *vomit* I got Jill a little pink and white polka dot onsie with a cute little overall skirt thing... and some hair accessories.

I went to an Every Time I Die concert on Tuesday. It was awesome. My friend Justin and Brett's band, Cremation 186 played. It was good to see Brett again, and to meet up with some old friends... and meet some new ones. :] We went to Denney's afterwards. It's kind of our tradition.

Well... That's all for now...
I 'spose...